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Chris Deir's avatar

I had a striking dream a few years ago. I was with an old friend and one of my brothers. We arrived at a busy lakefront kind of beach. It was really busy and a lot of people were in the water as well. Behind the water in the background was city traffic, cars, pollution, congestion. We got into the water with the crowd. Suddenly I was carried away by the current. I was taken down stream into a remote river. I was alone. I was pulled by the current until I hit a fallen tree/log that was blocking the way. At that point a solitary bee came out from one of the holes in the tree and flew around me. I woke up.

What's interesting about that is that I went on a solitary vision quest last year in the mountains of Olympic National Park. I wanted to get more clarity on my vocation. During a self-created ceremony, I went to a large bolder in a niche of where I was camping that night. It too was blocking the way. It resembled an altar but with the front being flat instead of the top. I offered my question around vocation and opened up to receive whatever image might come. A solitary bee, amidst the total isolation and rainfall, appeared seemingly out of nowhere (it seemed to come from the base of the rock). It flew around me in a similar fashion to my dream.

I've been tending to the image/symbol of the bee and how it might be psychopomp helping guide me through this threshold - a dweller on the threshold. Part of my tending is around learning and embracing the archetypal qualities of the bee in my own life. The bee is a rich symbol. I'm open to your reflections if any. :-)

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Alyssa Polizzi's avatar

What a fascinating synchronicity! Working with the archetypal qualities of the bee is a good start, as indeed it does seem to be a psychopomp present both in the dream state and during your ceremony. Was it a honeybee? Different variations would carry particular meaning, so I'm curious of that before throwing out some ideas.

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Chris Deir's avatar

I'm not sure for the dream. It was either a honey bee or a bumble bee. The bee during the vision quest was definitely a bumble bee though (a Western Bubble Bee).

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Alyssa Polizzi's avatar

For both types of bees, the role as pollinator strikes me as potentially important. A bee may be seen flying around, solitary, but there's always an implication of the work they are doing and why. Foraging for a greater purpose. Providing for the collective. Their lives are short and yet the impact they have on the entire ecosystem is incredible! It seems indirect, in a way. They happen to pollinate flowers, plants, etc while on a mission to gather the necessary resources, to venture out into uncertain land where they may not return.

It leads me to wonder...

- In what ways may you be venturing out and to what purpose?

- What is being pollinated, what creative act does this work serve?

There's also an interesting connection between the bee the great mother archetype as the queen bee plays such a major role. Is there anything further to contemplate around this time of life and this archetype?

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Chris Deir's avatar

Hi Alyssa. Thank you for that reflection and those guiding questions! I'm going to contemplate them further. I like the connection to pollination as well as service. It resonates. I also find some resonance with the Muses and their connection to bees.

In mentioning the Mother Archetype, what comes to mind is that I recently drew the Empress as my significator card on a Celtic cross spread with the intention of also getting clarity on vocation. There might be some correspondence there as well. Thank you!

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Alyssa Polizzi's avatar

You're welcome! The connection to the Muses is a great addition, perhaps there is a particular Muse or two who really stands out to you?

Here are some ways I define the Empress card, perhaps the keywords stir something up?

The Empress - “Creation”- nurturance, abundance, creative expression, sensuality, beauty, fertility, relationality, nourishment, connection to the natural world

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